What a strange long day!!
I will not dwell on the details as they are rather private,
but after yet another night of insomnia spent mulling things over,
decisions were made
and I've spent the day getting things in motion.
A journey I couldn't imagine taking on even days ago,
but one necessary,
which leaves me feeling rather empty right now,
much like my hands,
empty,
but hopefully ready to grasp Life fully in the end.
2012 will definitely be remembered by me for a long time;
a year of many changes,
and just so we're clear here,
no, I'm not seeking a sex change,
in case that thought had crossed your mind...
I will sleep tonight,
I just know it,
but will it be the sleep of the just or simply out of exhaustion?!?
The brain has been working at full throttle since Sunday morning.
I need to rest before the battle!!
:)~
HUGZ
Remember you are a 'warrior' when you have to be!
ReplyDeleteApparently so!! Even despite myself...
Delete;)~
HUGZ
they say change is good... but the truth is that change is hard! I think that the decision making process to make the change is only one half of the battle....
ReplyDeleteGood luck!
and I am sending a hug your way!
(now why would anyone think you would think of a sex change operation?)
Why would people think that?!?
DeletePerhaps because I am known for being quite radical in my ideas.
When I started getting tattooed,
I mean, I got TATTOOED, pretty much all over,
no half measures with me!!!
No, the situation is somewhat ordinary if the manner
that I'm not the only only facing hard times,
and comes a point where you have to say "enough".
The process is not pleasant but the outcome will be liberating,
eventually...
It's just been a[nother] weird year.
As I've said before,
not impressed so far with the 21rst century,
not at all!!
Still, thanks for the hug.
I needed that!!
:)~
HUGZ